Wednesday, April 26, 2006 | Wednesday, April 26, 2006

Finally a little breather from the papers.

To think i survived through 3 exams in twenty hours! Omg. So close to finishing one year in university. Just one paper left.

Just two years of studies left before being thrown out into the working world for life.

Just two years more of being carefree and economically dependent on my dad.

Just 4 days more before i hit 20.

Just a decade more and i will be 30, married (?), old, fat, pudgy, flabby, and a slave to living life and making ends meet.

In 2,3,4,5...who knows?

My days are numbered.

Everyone i know will be gone someday.

People i know i love will be gone someday.

People i loved have gone.

Nothing really matters anymore.

Saturday, April 08, 2006 | Saturday, April 08, 2006

ARGH. Of all days when i need the settlers game and have a group to play with, i've gone gone gone and lent it to stef's cell. ): This cannot be! Demand too high, and supply too low. If i were RICH and had 140 bucks to spare, i will get that basic board and expansion set of cities and knights!

Sigh. Exams in two weeks time, and i havent even started studying. One of the module's total number of required readings amount to the total height of a level geog notes. 3 months worth of readings equivalent to 2 years of jc geog readings. ): And that's just ONE module.

And there, on the other hand is my dad complaining that im now the second highest commodity in the household.

...

At least the car's still more expensive than me!

Here my dad's investing 6k worth of money in me each year now, and here i am, not even knowing what to be once i leave school for good, and here i am, sinking lower and lower into debt as the thousands pile up.

Leaving for new zealand to go be a cherry-picker for 7 bucks an hour suddenly looks very, very good.